Been awhile since I last had trouble sleeping :/ This could've been a whinny post complaining about the hardships of insomnia and depicting each of them in detail (about how lost I am and how lonely & bored I am at this moment). But then I remembered, doing that knowing that you might read this post would be like doing the moonwalk in front of Michael Jackson; you know best how insomnia feels like.

Ergo, I'm going to write about something that's going through my mind right now instead. You say you are good at nothing, that is a total lie. You're unbelievably good at making me want you. Remember when we kiss at our 'not so secret' secret spot? How you are always the 1st to pull away? You make me feel like I want you too much.....and that just makes me want you even more. I think of you like how you think of your bed when you don't get to sleep for 2 days straight (*for the record, I have only been kept awake for 1 day straight, as far as I can remember). & it feels good to want something so much........

xoxo LOVE YOU COLOURFUL