Schadenfreude

Everybody has their own shit to handle, that's for sure. I just hope not everybody likes schadenfreude.

These fragmented lines that keep appearing in my head, they truly are stars that I can't fathom into constellations. ✨

You had your wishes but you threw them away
It made you happy yeah for more than one day
But now you're lost and cannot figure a way
To get out of this lie that comforts you

“All she knew for sure was that right here and now, she was falling hard and she could only pray that he was feeling the same way.”

It occurred to me that all the wise words that can be said have already been said.

A place to hide

So you actually have some where to hide huh?

Isn't it strange, that it's always the truth that seems the most suspicious.

Crying

Now I know why I wasn't able to cry that time.

Because crying was me plus tears,

but that thing.... that was me minus something.

The reason for my happiness and my sadness is the same.

Isn't that what you meant?

When you say that you have no reason to be happy,

and that everytime you are happy you get sad again.

I understand that.

 

Stay

I told myself no matter how hard you pushed me away, I'd stay.
But is this right?

I don't know.

I just want to stay, 

until the day when I have no energy to stay anymore.